Dear Qui Talks: I am choking! I need out!

Dear Qui Talks,

I feel like I am choking. I am living for everyone else and not really living for myself. I am doing everything for everybody. I do not really know who I really am. Is my career really mine? Did I really want to follow the path my life is currently on? I am secretly losing my mind and no one knows. I am doing everything I am supposed to do to look good in everyone else eyes but I am now questioning everything.

I am losing my identity and I do not know where I should find it. Is it too late to back out from everything now? I need an escape route and I do not know where to go. I do not even know if I want to be in my current relationship. Am I really in love or am I just existing? 

I have so many questions about my life. I think this is where I a suppose to be but is this what I want to do? I need to get out of this world for a little bit. I need some alone time. Not sitting in my house- alone time. Some, get out of this world and leave everything behind - alone time.

Am I the only one feeling this? Am I the only one losing their mind? Am I the only one that is confused with life and do not know where to go? 

Am I?

Talker, if you feel the same give us your thoughts.