Dear Qui Talks: What is wrong with me?

Hey Qui Talks,

I am in love with a man that has a girlfriend? However, when we are around each other there is a sure connection. When we touch, vibrations run through my body. He looks into my soul. I know it sounds cliche, but this man does something to me and I believe I do things to him. We have been in each other's life since middle school. But we never got with each other. The timing just seemed to never be right. But the love we have for each other lights me up inside. Now, here is the shocker. He is getting married to his girlfriend of 10 years.

WTF!?!?!?!?!? Was this love ever real? Did I make this all up in my mind? Did I twist all of his words and gestures for my pleasure? What is wrong with me?

Talkers, is she the only person in this situation?